i want my days back....

days when i was me ,myself...
days when i was more dan happy, when i was happy wid watevr i had in my life..
days when i was a kid, when i had no tensions, when i nevr gave a thought to wat i am duin..

days when i knew dat dere is nothin such as pain, cry, loneliness, tears... when i knew wat all matters is ur smile ....
days when i use to sleep like der is no tomorrow, nd use to laugh as if no one is watching...

days when dere wer no schools..days when we use to get off coz of rainy day..
days when we use to bunk our classes nd sit in canteen duin nothing...
days when i was very clear to wat i want out of myself, when i was d most important person in my life ...

days when i knew to wat is right nd wat is wrong...
days when i had a best friend ,who was as close to mee as my family...
days when boys wer fun... ;-)
days when nights wer not soo soo soo long...

days when love was just love nd nothing else..
days when feelin, emotions and sentiments wer evrything...
days when boards wer like hell shit, when gettin 9 out of 100 in hindi was fun, when maths was like terror....

days when DJ nights wer fun, masti nd dhamal... ;-)
days when i knew, where evr nd whenevr i go wrong, i have my sweetest nd dearest frends back
der to support me nd help mee...

days when i was not soo alone,inspite havin soo many people around mee in dis crowded world...
days when i use to smile nd laugh widout a reason....

30th oct 2008... 12:19 am

last few days wer bit busy nd wer fun... :-)

huma was here(17th oct 08)...it was a full on surprise,was soo happy to c her .. den it was her birthday(26th oct 08) it was rocking...i nevr knew,had nevr thout dat huma wud b here wid us on her bthday...aftr almost 5 months i saw her,wid not a bit change..it was a heart touching moment for mee ...best of frends sittin tugther nd talkin about d best days of der life... ;-)
den came diwali(27th-28th oct 08) which was al in al masti wid all my cousins.

tuday huma left for zaddhe...nd m missin her abhi se :-( ...nd hopin to c her very sooooon...

nd tuday i got sum lill time to cum here nd write sumthin...

Love Means ..

understandin ,

everything, nything, faith, trust, power, tears,
joy, depth, divine accident, wishes.....

life, wonder, laughs, nothing, pain, jealousy, smile,
togetherness, illusion, fights, happiness, madness, long nights.....

wait, talks, time, innocent, world, space...

growing old together, long talks, nd talks, nd talks, expectations, dreams,
oneness, moments, emotions, unspoken words, seeing urself in his eyes...

dancing in rain, singin on top of ur voice, long walks, holding hands,
listenin to ur heart more dan ur mind...

GIRL POWER

I am a girl, nd i like to be cute, i love pink, nd i du dream...
i love to wear pretty dresses,but im still a tomboy, fightin wid evry oder guy in ma class...
i like to go dirt-bike riding...i love my frends, i am fickle minded,givin up things easily...i believe in takin life as it comes..I grew up,climbing tree wid my brother, nd i am stubborn nd a spoilbrat..
The first time I wore heels, was in my mom's closet nd i was 7 or 8 nd I thought i was miss world.. i am gud to people who hate me,nd i am an angel to dem who love mee..i am both a tomboy nd a girl,thats wats go great about being a girl....!!

a guy who..

12th oct..09:05pm...
find a guy who calls you beautiful ,instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who lie under the stars nd listen to ur heartbeat,or wil stay awake juss to watch you sleep,who's alwas der to listen to your problems no matter how busy he is..a guy who kisses your forhead, who tells you no matter wat he trust you nd who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,who holds your hand infront of his friends,who thinks you are juss as pretty widout makeup on.one who is consatntly reminding you of how much he care nd how lucky he is to have you...who loves you not bcause who you r,but bcause wat he is wid you.. a guy who dosnt pretend to know wat love is for evryone,but he can alwaz tel wat love is for him.who can shed tears,when you r gone,nd smiles cause you r wid him...the one who turns to his friends nd says..."That's Her"

"we really dont hav enemies,
it'z juss dat, some of our best friends,
are tryin to kill us.."

gone all away

Remember me wen I'm gone away,

gone far away into my angel world.

wen you can no more see me,
or hold me by the hand..

in LOVE

have seen ups and downs, hav been thru tears and smile,thru pain...
and now im in love..
the feelin of being in love is soo pure ,so special, nd soo divine...
itz like you have wished sumthin,nd now itz wid you,
for now nd for evr..
itz like lukin at the sunny side of life, nd the silver lining to any dark cloud..
love is all about little things..
itz like standin aside,nd watchin urself go by wid d person u luv...

"follow ur heart,but b quiet for a while first,
ask questions,den feel d answer...
learn to trust ur heart.."