tamaam umaar .!!

29th nov 08 ... 01:12 am

tuday my dadu was sittin wid his sister... nd was sharing sum of his old memories...
der i heard sumthing very beautiful from him.. soo thout of sharin it wid you people ...
it was ....

"tamaam umaar kaun rehta hai saath saath,
ye main jaanta hun....
magur thodi der, thodi duur, bus mere saath chal..."

a picture speaks more than thousand words..

Mixed emotions....

18th nov 08 08:36pm


tuday was d day when we met him ( nawaz sir) for the last time. yes he iz leavin us , d department nd yes his family here nd movin to Sharjhan (UAE) for he got sum gud job der... tuday we d students of PGDPRA gave him a party dat was his farewell soo dat he remember all of us...
it was an emotional moment for mee nd i was sooo sentii, nd was soo much touched dat i almost cried....yes i wont lie bt im really upset dat he is leavin all of us like dis...not jss mee bt d whole class nd d whole department is goin to miss him badly... :-( bt on d odr side im happy for him...coz hez goin for a better job nd at a better place...
itz jss 2 months nd 15 days tuday....nd in such a small period he has cum soo close to mee nd to all...


i wish him love nd luck nd i wish dat he make big in watevr he du... :-)
all d best nd wil misssss u ........ :-)

and life go's on.....

13th nov 08......12:47 am

And you hold your breath,

Some how you think, dat wil prevent you from crying,
for some reason, you think if you hold the air inside, you can keep your emotions inside, with it....
but it really doesn't work..it jss give you pain, hurt, tears, nd ofcourse headache...

It is now something that is a part of you.Once it belongs to you, it wil always remains you're forever...
in d end you face,whatever comes to you, be it light, or darkness. be it sadness ,or happiness. be it tears, or smile. be it love, or pain. be it anything....!!

wen it cums to you, you wont be thinking of the lie's you ever told, you wont be thinking about your boss, you wont be thinking of sumone who cuts you off in d crowd. you wont be thinking about d amount of money u've spend on sumone, you wont be thinking about all d stupid, insane things, that you think about now.....

You'll only think about the smiling moments...

You'll only think about those times wen you wer strong enough..

You'll think about d one whose smile made it all worth while.........

ALONE..!!

yesterday i dun know wat happened to mee (o3rd.nov.o8), i realized i was all alone...all alone in dis wide world inspite havin soo many frends, soo many gud close frends... :-( yesterday when i need'd a frend, need'd sumone to b wid mee, to listen to mee, wid whom i can sit nd cry my heart out, i founded dat i dun hav ny frend left wid mee here, nd i am soo damn alone...d feeling was soo much hurting nd was soo much like shitt... soo i cried , cried nd cried... kal i missed my frends ,my sweetest,best'st frends ( huma nd shalini) ..i wish dey wer here wid mee to listen to mee.... :-(