misssin u huma...

itz 12:51 am...itz rainin outside nd itz pretty cold in here..nd luk at mee m sitting here nd rytin all dis...
itz been 5 damn long years i've known dis girl (huma) my sweetheart...thou she's elder to mee bt i treat her like my lill sis...lol..she's been wid mee thru out my ups nd downs alwas by my side tellin mee not to worry as she's gonna be wid mee thru out...thou she alwas knew she wont be able to pull mee out of my troubles...but as it is said a frend in need is a frend in deed..soo she was alwas der...lol...
we've seen d best days of our life wen we i.e mee, huma nd shalu (d best'st frends) wer tugether...
huma treated mee like a baby...as she was elder to mee,she alwas made it clear dat she protect mee from all dose stupid guys who use to follow us nd du all dat stupid funny things, nd she made it vry clear dat she stand by my side wen evr im into sum fight wid sumone..
d first tym wen i met huma,d first thing wich came to ma mind was my she'z soo much like mee a total spoil brat..but den slowly i get to knw her wel...she was all warm nd kind...like a baby nd sumtyms like a mother...we've seen soo many things tugether...shared soo many tears nd laughed like crazy...runnin aftr each oder...celebrating evry single day as if ders no tomorrow...watchin all d dirty movies nd drinkin vodka tugether..evry single birthday was a blast..late nyt talks,nd early mornin studin for papers was alwas fun...nd in all dis mess shalu was like our grand maa scoldin both of us for all dis stupid creepy things..d best thing in huma was dat she alwas had sum issue wid very damn thing nd she alwas had a solution to it..she actually nevr need'd nyone to tel her dat dis is rong or dat is ryt..a total biindas grl..
it was d last paper of our graduation wen we i.e mee nd shalu came to know dat our sweetheart was gettin married nd i was like no dis is not happenin,she's stil a kid,she cant get married to nyone like dis she dun evn hav brains...she dun know wat marrige is all about..hw can nybody du dis to us...??? i was not at all ready to believe dat she was about to leave all of us like dis..it was hurtin..bt den evrything was decided..nd i was no one to say nything as my sweetheart was all set to get married...hell .... :(
it was 27th of may d big day of her life, as wel as of shalu nd mee...d day wen she left all of us cryin..i hate her for dis, bt den love her for evry lill thing she has done for mee in soo many years...she has given mee d most memorable nd d most beautiful days of my life...
tuday she's not der wid mee,to listen to my crap,to slove my not soo call'd problems, to sit by my side nd to say cry as much as u can,as itz d best way to clean ur eyes...she's not der to comment on my way of dresssin nd to say dat no matter wat you luk hot in evrything :( i wish she was here.... itz almost 4 months now nd she's in zaadhe wid her b'luved hubby all happy in her life

wish u all d happines of dis world...
missin u jaan :)